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If when you tell someone about your chronic illness they respond with “At least its not cancer”

punch them and say at least its not a gunshot.

Having to be somewhere without chairs

"I'm going to die."

"I'll never understand people who don't drink."

Well, adding alcohol to my meds will kill me. Simple enough!

i hate the way the emphasis placed on recovery demonizes those of us with chronic conditions, those of us who will never get better, those of us who will function at the same level we function at right now forever.

i hate the way recovery is treated like a moral imperative. i hate the way recovery is used as a threat.

The pointed, stabbing pains I can handle. I cope. It’s the dull ache that I almost don’t register at first, that slowly wears me down until I’m frozen and in tears with the weight of it all.

It’s a stealthy pain that builds until I scream because of the severity. That’s the pain I have a hard time coping with. That’s the pain that wears me down.

I love when I'm reading something and it says: Doctors don't know how x drug works.

Hrrrrrmmmmm...Don't want to be that guinea pig

A moment on the lips

a lifetime on the toilet

DEAR SANTA, All i want for Christmas is for ignorant people to stop telling me

me how i should “cure” my incurable disease.

Is this a flare up, my period,

or am I actually dying?- an Autobiography

❝BUT CAN’T YOU JUST…?❞

THERE IS AN ACHE IN MY HEART FOR THE IMAGINED BEAUTY OF A LIFE I HAVEN’T HAD,

FROM WHICH I HAD BEEN LOCKED OUT, AND IT NEVER GOES AWAY.

❝THERE IS AN ACHE IN MY HEART FOR THE IMAGINED BEAUTY OF A LIFE I HAVEN’T HAD

FROM WHICH I HAD BEEN LOCKED OUT, AND IT NEVER GOES AWAY

A BODY CAN ONLY GO 4-5 DAYS WITHOUT SLEEP,

BUT I’VE GONE YEARS WITHOUT REST.

my talents include being able to sit on the toilet for 30 minutes

being distracted by my phone

my response to “you should see a doctor” 98% of the time is just

“haha yeah probably” followed by me not seeing a doctor